Struggles

So I'm having a HARD time with getting my High school diploma.. I feel like I don't have  a support system. Its hard I should have graduated in 2006 and here it is 2011 and my baby cousin has graduated HS and I'm here struggling.. I need help studying because im a slow learner and I want to learn and I was hoping to be in college by now.. I need a better paying job and Its hard to find one because I dont have a GED OR HS diploma..